My dream last night reminded me that I never said anything about this.
When we went in for the stress test on Friday, we, as usual, saw the ultrasound. Not only did we definitely see a boy that time, but we actually saw him BREATHING. Sure, it's not oxygen, but his stomach, lungs, diaphragm were all moving up and down as if he was breathing. He's practicing breathing right now, but still, it was just SO amazing to see that.
I've also started to unconsciously push him around when I'm at work or sitting in class. My classes are four hours long, so I'm there for awhile. We only have one break, and it's 10 minutes long. I get up and walk around a lot at that point. But I've realized that my teachers smile at me while lecturing, and for a bit I just thought it was something along the lines of "oh look, she's so pregnant, she doesn't fit in the desk chair! so cute" blah blah blah (yes, you do get sick of these kind of thoughts cause you feel like, as Bryan likes to lovingly call me, a tubbo [he seriously just sees it as a pet name, nothing more, I warned him how insulting it sounds to a pregnant woman :)]). Then a teacher said something the other day, and it all clicked. She's teaching, and then during a pause in teaching, she looks at me and says "has he got a toe stuck in your ribs?" Apparently I've been pushing on his feet when he starts pushing up against my stomach. It doesn't hurt, just really uncomfortable sometimes, so I push his foot back to make him move it. This all led to the realization....he's got BONES. SOLID BONES. I knew this before, but....I can FEEL him....just...weird.
And yes, I do go through mood swings, just look at the last entry compared to this one :)
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