Friday, October 7, 2005

mrs mulholland

wow...

15 hours and 10 minutes until I'm officially Mrs. Mulholland.......*DANCE* YAY! :)

Tuesday, October 4, 2005

mmm hmmm

and I get married Friday.
Holy cow, this seriously just hit me late tonight that I get married THIS WEEK. Not next week, not two weeks, but THIS WEEK. and NOT ONLY this week, but in three days! Holy smokes!
Despite previous post (Thought I had messed a relationship between two people, but have been comforted and come to peace with the issue, and lyssa, good job on the quote! I thought it was fitting for my situation:) not that extreme of course), I am extremely happy and extremely excited. 
Only downers?
Loads of Homework
I have a huge scab on my knee from when I fell last week. I fell HARD and it's not going away. 
I'm getting sick, I've been shivering violently all night long, though that has several factors to it, but I've been sneezing like crazy as well and getting nasty headaches. 
I still feel fat, BUT the positive about that, with all the stress lately, I've lost 7 lbs in the last three days, unhealthy I know, but it's definitely not on purpose, not when you see what I eat when I DO actually eat. 

Positive
I'm madly in love, more than ever before :D (cheezy I know)
Bryan and I have our apartment, most of my stuff is moved over. 
We've already started receiving presents and cards, makes it seem all the more real, but won't open them until after the wedding day :) 
I was able to get enough money to pay for rent and get things taken care of.
As I quote someone I am now "sporting g-lines". 
I've got someone who I know loves me unconditionally, and lucky me, he wants to be with me forever. 
I've gotten caught up with my homework for this week, just need to get Monday's assignments done (I have one big project done with that already, thank goodness). 
I did great on my performance final, and pretty much ok on a midterm, couldn't have expected more with the small amount of 30 minutes I spent studying for it. I just hate knowing that if I had more time I would have done better. 
Things are getting paid off for the wedding, things are getting more solid. The only thing, mom is having a very hard time finding a dress, I hope she can find one tmrw, seems like a silly thing to pray for for her, but she doesn't need anymore stress in her life than there already is. 
My sisters are so excited and that just makes it all the more exciting for me, they were both smiling and giggling with me tonight after I've had a very very long tiring exhausting day (and the day before and last night were very much draining my energy as well). 
Did I mention I'm in love? :)

Thursday, September 29, 2005

exhaustion

I'm working at my computer. 
I get up to go upstairs to get something, I forget what now. 
I take two steps.
The third step, my foot swishes by my pajama pant leg.
Ah....but it does not completely pass my foot.
My big toe gets stuck in the pant leg, just as i start to lift my other foot up to take another step.
I fall on one knee, landing on nothing else, just my one knee, hands soon follow after, then the other knee.
I skinned it bad, part of pajama cotton are stuck in skinned knee. 
Knee is now swollen.
It hurts to walk.
Curse my clumsiness.
What made it worth it all?
The image of me falling, even though I just appeared to trip over nothing and just...well...fell.
Dad is down here too, I rolled over onto my back after taking a minute to breathe, and saw my dad's face of complete and utter confusion.
Priceless 
Yes, I am laughing out loud while I read this, perhaps I may be too tired....:)

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

le sigh

I am so freaking tired. It's been a long week and it's only 2:10 AM Wednesday morning, I just finished an assignment that took an hour and a half longer than I thought it would take. *sob* I have to get up at 530 to get ready to go to school....I also found out that not only do I have a final the day after the honeymoon, but I also have another paper due....*pulls hair* yeah, we just had to pick a time when it would be exam happy time for me (I have a mid term the monday before we get married and another final the day after). I also have to read at least 3 or 4 more chapter books before we get married as well....I just pray I'll have energy to stay awake through the ceremony at the least!
so tired....
(i hate my professor tonight, he's the author of the book, the book comes with a cd that we have to work with and supposedly print from, he made it on a mac, he made the program with another colleague....and it sucks, other than that, he's a great teacher. I now know more than I ever thought I would about picture books).

Friday, September 23, 2005

Getting close!

one week I get endowed, two weeks, i get married. :D

Thursday, September 22, 2005

Cafe

So I went to this Cafe in little ol Heber to get baklava and a French Vanilla Italian Soda (the owner herself made it this time, YAY!), and she mentioned how she hadn't seen me there for awhile, so I told her I was busy with school and work and wedding plans. We talked about the wedding stuff, then when she hands me my drink she goes "OH! wait!" and grabs this multi colored sprinkle thing that has LOVE labeled on the outside and sprinkles some in the drink, and then grabs another multi colored sprinkle thing that has MAGIC on the outside, and sprinkles that in. "There, now you can't say I haven't given you anything for your wedding! I gave you magic and love! Good luck!" 
I just thought it was cute :)

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Addresses

28 addresses. I don't have any of my relatives addresses (well most of them). Only 7 of those addresses are non relatives, and I have been able to find e-mails for all but one of them....and that last one I have to make a phone call for that one. then the bridal shower I should be able to get all 21 addresses if not from themselves then from their mothers. :) 
It's a lot of work, and has taken a lot out of me, but it's good to know I'm getting closer to get the list complete before the invitations come so that I can be sure to put the right inserts in what cards, etc. :) Getting closer, 16 more days!!!!!! :)
*Edit - It's times like this that make me feel like I know way too many people and have no clue how I came into contact with so many, yet, I do keep constant contact with a lot of them. So weird.